Ok. Now, to join depression, college end-period stress, the PTSD possibility, mitral valve prolapse (a problem at heart) and my old friend, the synovitis, let’s introduce an a new small problem: a, probably, vascular problem at both legs. About it, there’s only one solution: do exercises and lose weight. If this be what I’m thinking, my legs growth too much, and, with numerous strech marks, appeared this.
I locked this in my secrets drawer for a big time, but I decided to tell to everyone now.
Everyone who visit my Tumblr may subtracted I’m a big contortion fan. Back to 2006, I was humiliated every day by the most different forms, by other students and masters. One day I watched a contortion performance and, curious, later that day, I decided to search about it, and I do this for many days. By some non-especific reason, when I sit at my chair and search about contortion and other-related stuff, for some moments all the pain and anger I felt at that time disappeared, and I turned off humiliations, uncomprehensive humans around me, all of this go off for a moment. Like a way of therapy.
Today, it still the same. When I am reading, searching or trying some pose (well…some time back I was able to peform splits, a few backbends and knots), everything who is disturbing me just go away, and make me free. There’s not a clinical depression (who tries to drive me to the edge somedays), there’s no arrogant parents, there’s nothing that can let me down.